No Title Due To Laziness

Germs.

Cooties.

I hate them.

Poor Sam has been sick for the last three days. Low grade fever, clammy, soreness, nausea, weakness. He's been camped out on the couch drinking gingerale and eating whatever he can stomach.

Jordan was up a few times during the night too. I'm not sure why. I'm wondering if she is experiencing night terrors but I'm not sure. She will wake up suddenly, screaming and crying, arching her back and kicking her legs. But it's like she isn't fully awake. I can't seem to console her at all. It's scary and I feel sad for her because they seem to just happen. Do toddlers have nightmares? I wonder what a toddler nightmare would look like. She looks so worn out today.

Thankfully Julie is well. She has an early release day today so she'll be home shortly. I'm going to see if she wants to bake together.

I'm tired. I am always tired. I stay up too late at night because my mind is constantly racing. I have two big issues weighing on my mind and while I am trying to give them over to God and leave them with him, I am still anxious. I'm afraid that things won't go the way I want them to. Isn't that awful? "Here God, take these issues from me....and please fix things so that I'm happy!"

That is all.