Feeling Sad

Today I saw my sister for the first time since Dec 25/06.

I was sitting in the van waiting for the children to come out of school and she walked past. I kept looking at her to confirm it was her and she looked at me a couple of times out of the corner of her eye.

That was it. She kept walking and I stayed in the van waiting.

This is so not right. She is my only sister.

I feel like crying but I'll wait until the children are in bed before I allow myself that luxury.