So Sad

I made some stupid mistakes in the last number of months and now it's caused a really disappointing situation for us.

I have been crying all day. I'm only allowing myself today to be a baby about this because tomorrow I need to get my head around it and accept the situation and focus on the good. Today isn't long enough for all the feelings I have and for all the crying I want to do. I've been beating myself up all day.

I could just kick myself and I'm really disappointed.

What a lousy day.